July 11th, 2005

Subject: so i realized.. . Time: 10:03 pm Current Mood: bitchy

i write stuff here.. but mainly xanga.. so u guys read this... just go to xanga.. nothing blocked anymore.. i mean might as well right? half of u already have xanga anyway.. username- princessgenie oh yeah.. im still going to write my depressing ones here for sure..

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June 27th, 2005

Subject: working at the cafe Time: 12:45 pm Current Mood: bouncy

working at my aunts cafe on the ave. it's not that bad.. im starting to realize i like being a workaholic.. now i have duties of working here and todai..which oddly enough asked me to come back... yesterday was an odd day to work.. seeminly my manager and workers became all happy when i entered the place.. jin went back to blowing bubbles in my face and talking like old times.. but i just can't seem to just sit and watch and wonder why is it me? why is it me that makes this place a happier place? it makes me literally miserable.. oh me.. but on a better note. im making money? so i can get places faster. like for shannon. ^_^ make her happy for at least a week.. and david said he'll come with me too. maybe i should get a passport with my first paycheck. im soo damn poor. it's driving me insane. oh well. anyhow. going back there today.. whoop whooop right? i guess. well back to work at my aunts cafe.. im diggin this atomosphere.. it's a great place to be..i like it. with it's grungy soft. rock kind of noise.. better than blink 182 that's for sure.. lol. not mainstream sounding should i say? i dunno what u call this music.. anyhow. it's good.

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May 22nd, 2005

Subject: LOOK LOOK SHANNON THIS IS WHAT I GOT!!! Time: 12:08 pm

You scored as Postmodernist. Postmodernism is the belief in complete open interpretation. You see the universe as a collection of information with varying ways of putting it together. There is no absolute truth for you; even the most hardened facts are open to interpretation. Meaning relies on context and even the language you use to describe things should be subject to analysis. </td> Cultural Creative 100% Romanticist 100% Postmodernist 100% Modernist 69% Existentialist 63% Fundamentalist 56% Materialist 50% Idealist 44% What is Your World View? (corrected...again) created with QuizFarm.com

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April 20th, 2005

Current Music: ATB....... 9pm album era. songs. yah kno wha i mean.. Subject: the world doesn't seem the same Time: 06:00 pm Current Mood: frustrated

got drunk for once the past weekend.. and gues wha.. it was ful filling.. it's stupid that i never felt better then the day after i always drink.. feeling refreshed and drama free... for once in life.. i never knew how much happier i get after i have a couple drinks.... i dont even have to get drunk.. i guess richee, paul, pop, ben, everyone. was right afterall... im a happier lil bitch after i just drink some..it keeps me away from being soo bitter and angry at the world... and just let go.... i need a friend..... too... soo far away to see a friend..

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January 31st, 2005

Subject: RAWR~!!! Time: 09:01 am

i hate work.. i love playing.. i miss friends.. i want ice cream.. someone be social with me...

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November 12th, 2004

Time: 09:49 am Current Mood: x10000000000

soo today is the day.. whoot whoot.. i'm going to canada~ hooray~! finally i can get plasterly drunk at a bar. and not run to the bathroom when someone is close to asking how old i am and want to see my ID~!!! muhaha.. oh joy~ going to buy some boots... outfits.. yah kno.... the shopping spree stuff.. haha. i saved money for this.. of course that meant no shopping for a month but hey it's worth the wait.. and im goin to work to say my say on work schedule and come home and pack. this weekend is goin to be awesome.. todai will just be a internet junkie spelling today. incorrectly. and not some hell hole in redmond~ JOY~!

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October 21st, 2004

Subject: hehe Time: 10:36 am

im soo tired.. i finally got down with my midterms.. mainly 96% or above.. soo not bad at all.. hopefully i'll do this well the whole quarter.. so i can achive m 4.0 that i used to get.. thank god im not workin as often.. it makes school work much easier(cuz i have nothing else to do.. and i stay home all day).. and no more sleep deprivations.. well not as badly.. soo it's okay.. yay! but i'll be makin appearences soon.. cuz im in a computer lab right now. and people are prolly looking.. ha.. bye bye my lovely friends! and enemies! I HATE YOU TOO! har har har.. ^_^v

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October 17th, 2004

Time: 08:48 pm Current Mood: good

things are getting better. and life seems more at ease.. slowly im crawling back into my cave and gettin readi to hibernate. im starting to lose the rashes.

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October 10th, 2004

Subject: even though this is what it seems to be........... it's not...... Time: 03:39 pm Current Mood: melancholy

it's sad that i talked to my girls at church today.. and found out some things i guess i either shouldn't of found out... or should have... what i've been dreading to hear about these years... finally came out today... the world hates me for being soo stupid.. the world hates me for being soo naive.. the world hates me for being soo fake.. the world hates me for being soo interesting.. the world hates me for being soo cute.. the world hates me for being soo insecure.. the world hates me for being soo experienced.. the world hates me for being soo normal.. the world hates me for being soo observant.. the world hates me for being soo interactive.. the world hates me for being soo loving.. the world hates me for being soo complusive.. the world hates me for being soo spontaneous.. the world hates me for being soo talkative.. the world hates me for being soo cynical.. the world hates me for being soo everything.. but really... am i all this? when i can make better observations and criticism towards you instead of u insisting that i should die and rot in hell? blissful life consists of being naive. but really in my position... i end up finding out about everything.. and can piece the puzzle. it's like the 9-square cube with different colors that u need to get on each side... rubice? or whatever.. i dunno what it's called. but damn. i'm sorry i have things u dont have... but it's not my fault that i'm just better than you... SO GET OVER IT~~!!! i hate this.. and i hate everything.. take me away.. take me away... i dont want to be in that situation again. i dont want to be listening to what truly haunts me everyday.. i dont want that life anymore and i dont want to be what i used to be! i dont like that SAM I AM.. I DONT LIKE GREEN EGGS AND HAM!

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July 13th, 2004

Time: 12:06 pm Current Mood: contemplative

soo maybe this is better to use.. i dunno.. i figured to come online before i go to work.. wonderful ey? huh.. what to say what to say... i'm confused. i dunno.. what else is new? i couldn't tell yah.. well i'll try to update here more often.. bye bye~

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July 2nd, 2004

Time: 11:12 pm Current Mood: ecstatic

hi!!!!! i have one now!

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